Feel so numb

Feel so numb

Like a tombstone .

Feel so hurt 

Like a cankered boles.

Grief gulls my heart as a flooding storm gulls an area 

and not leaves behind any sign of lives. 

Melancholy rises up 

When

Darksome covers up

All the sin and all the pain.

Colour becomes fade ‘nd disappear in rain.

Rain falls, when a chilly overcast shows up.

Rain hides, all the tears and takes it with her.

Now I Feel to

Dance with the beat of Funeral drums.

Now I feel to laugh with the pain from Man’s exploration paths

Over my body and soul.

-Sajia Afrin 

My EvilMind

Sometimes when we fall in melancholy,  evil thinking arises, even sometimes we break another persons heart, especially our most beloved persons. So be careful when you feel sad, don’t use that sadness as your wicked instrument to break another’s heart like me. I usually do that without realisation and when i get back my sense it’s more hurtful to me after realizing… 

Tathoithoi 

When i see – the golden Sunset on the shore,

My heart begins dancing Tathoithoi

Dancing my heart as Tathoi Tathoi..

 When the sky – coloured as a colourful girl,

My heart begins dancing Tathoithoi

Dancing my heart as Tathoi Tathoi.. 

When the wind – touch my winded-hair,

My heart begins dancing Tathoithoi

Dancing my heart as Tathoi Tathoi.. 

When the sky – reflects on the water of a river,

My heart begins dancing Tathoithoi

Dancing my heart as Tathoi Tathoi.. 

When my heart dances as Tathoi Tathoi,

I feel as a flying-bird who fly 

towards the unbounded boarder. ..

-Sajia. 😊

N.B : Tathoi Tathoi and Tathoithoi are steps of traditional bengali dance in addition with the traditional drum beats. 
 সোনা মাখা সূর্য যখন ডুবে,

হৃদয় আমার তাথৈথৈ নাচেরে 

আমার হৃদয় তাথৈ তাথৈ  নাচে ।। 
আকাশ যখন রঙ্গিনী সাজ সাজে,

হৃদয় আমার তাথৈথৈ নাচেরে 

আমার হৃদয় তাথৈ তাথৈ  নাচে ।। 
যখন এলোকেশে এলোমেলো হাওয়ার ছোঁয়া লাগে,

হৃদয় আমার তাথৈথৈ নাচেরে 

আমার হৃদয় তাথৈ তাথৈ  নাচে ।।
 নদীর জলে যখন আকাশটারে দেখি,

হৃদয় আমার তাথৈথৈ নাচেরে 

আমার হৃদয় তাথৈ তাথৈ  নাচে ।। 
যখন হৃদয় আমার তাথৈথৈ নাচে, আমি যেনো 

উড়ালপঙ্খি হয়ে দেই উড়াল সীমাহীন সীমান্তে

আর হৃদয় তখন তাথৈ তথৈ নাচ।।

-সাজিয়া 😊

Nature is She

Autumn touches every skin,

Every inch, 

every corner of the nature 

as well as her Chi.

Her Chi contains every beauty of the earth.

Earth becomes perfect through her kindness.

Her heart is so tender that flower also bow.

Sun crosses it’s finger for her lightning acts.

Moon spreads it’s mysterious 

moonlight on her 

to make her mysteriously beautiful. 

Autumn crosses into her heart 

With it’s fallen flowers 

and the magical fallen leaves.

She is the Nature, Nature is She….

-Sajia…

Our Origin Root never dies…

Original root of us lie in 

The earth as a big oak tree’s root; 

Deep into the soil, 

Difficult to find the bottom,

 Not easy to destroy the surface .

 But if anybody cut it out  as like  deforestation,

 They never can remove the bottom  root of it.

 The bottom part of the root always hide or mixed into the soil 

As it fertilizes the soil itself after deforestation, loosening it’s surface part of the tree ,

It begins it’s journey through the fertilization of soil

 &

Try to find out a new way to beget a new tree; 

we, the people always try to beget new generations through fertilizing the earth;

Even if we lost our whole making life. 

It’s human who desire to get power, 

Who desire to make life easy, 

Who works for others as well 

&

After loosening the whole progress 

Through someone else,

We again try to make things better

sothat

 Our next generation can start a new big tree life…

-Sajia