The Winter Heart

I still never see the raindrops fall from the cold eyes.

I have never seen the ocean flow in the winter heart

Always the hard mind struggles with flurry wind

As I assume and hope for heart as kind,

And Something good will happen in the heart of them in the end.

Always I try to open my eyes to look behind the lids of white.

The blankness there, reminds the whole dissemble, hiding the truth of emotion,

Where always try to find the tenderness in the heart of cone.

My heart is in moan.

-Sajia. ☺

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A beam of Love had crossed my heart

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Once, A beam of Love had crossed my heart
From The heart of a tiny life,
A tiny life of a Blackbird.

The Black window opened wide,
Next to my left,
In front of the sky;
To fly, to fly, to fly;
Towards the horizon where the earth and sky mingle,
Towards the Eternity,
Towards the Cloud of soft.

But, there, the roaring wind was showed her strength
By moving
The stormy cloud place to place;
To cover the Sun, to cover the Moon.
Black Cloud had melted through the dropping aqua.
The Sun was at its edge, covered by the blackness of sorrow.

The Blackbird spread its wings,
and
It began to fly.
Winging softly
Towards the sky.
The sky which covered with the Black cloud,
Covered with the Loud stormy wind.
Wind groaned, trees oscillated its leaves.

I felt numb.
My throat becomes cold.
My lips dry.
I gazed at its flying movements,
Peeped into the window.
And then,
suddenly,
I saw the bird fighting with the wind;
A spark crossed its heart, coming from the deep sky.
It was the thunderbolt.

My heart had also crossed with a pain of love,
My heart had lost of purity, innocence, and the beauty of nature.
This love comes from the tiny Blackbird; This lost takes me to the hollow cave; I, at last, find myself in a solitary confinement.

-SAJIA AFRIN 3/22/17

Tathoithoi 

When i see – the golden Sunset on the shore,

My heart begins dancing Tathoithoi

Dancing my heart as Tathoi Tathoi..

 When the sky – coloured as a colourful girl,

My heart begins dancing Tathoithoi

Dancing my heart as Tathoi Tathoi.. 

When the wind – touch my winded-hair,

My heart begins dancing Tathoithoi

Dancing my heart as Tathoi Tathoi.. 

When the sky – reflects on the water of a river,

My heart begins dancing Tathoithoi

Dancing my heart as Tathoi Tathoi.. 

When my heart dances as Tathoi Tathoi,

I feel as a flying-bird who fly 

towards the unbounded boarder. ..

-Sajia. 😊

N.B : Tathoi Tathoi and Tathoithoi are steps of traditional bengali dance in addition with the traditional drum beats. 
 সোনা মাখা সূর্য যখন ডুবে,

হৃদয় আমার তাথৈথৈ নাচেরে 

আমার হৃদয় তাথৈ তাথৈ  নাচে ।। 
আকাশ যখন রঙ্গিনী সাজ সাজে,

হৃদয় আমার তাথৈথৈ নাচেরে 

আমার হৃদয় তাথৈ তাথৈ  নাচে ।। 
যখন এলোকেশে এলোমেলো হাওয়ার ছোঁয়া লাগে,

হৃদয় আমার তাথৈথৈ নাচেরে 

আমার হৃদয় তাথৈ তাথৈ  নাচে ।।
 নদীর জলে যখন আকাশটারে দেখি,

হৃদয় আমার তাথৈথৈ নাচেরে 

আমার হৃদয় তাথৈ তাথৈ  নাচে ।। 
যখন হৃদয় আমার তাথৈথৈ নাচে, আমি যেনো 

উড়ালপঙ্খি হয়ে দেই উড়াল সীমাহীন সীমান্তে

আর হৃদয় তখন তাথৈ তথৈ নাচ।।

-সাজিয়া 😊

S.D. Barman…

মনো দিলে না বধূ,

মনো নিলে যে শুধু ;

আমি কি নিয়ে থাকি।।

-S.D.Barman

Oh my bride, 

Without giving me your heart

Thou has just taken my heart;

Now how will i survive ?

– translation & this

Photo is mine… 😊